♥ eeraNASYEERA ♥

13 aug 2011

2011-08-13T19:52:00.000-07:00

Niari hari yg paling binget yg aku hadapi.. I know it wasnt my fault soo aku akan teros diam..
Aku tau ni ego.. Tpi tetap aku tk salah.. Dier tk tau yg dier nyer perkataan yg kuar dari mulot dier lagi menyakit kan hati org.. Soo demoralising.. Aper org tk bole berubah per seperna bulan ramadhan ni... Aku geram btol nan dier.. Raser tk sampai hati nk diqm je tpi tetap aku geram sngt2!!

Ohh yeah.. Aku teringt.. Smlm selepas 7 bulan aku tk nmpk dier in tge end samalam aku nmpk dier.. Dekat plak tu.. Jantong auzubillah.. Cume allah je tau mcm maner aku raser smlm.. Btw bulan ramadhan ni bnyk cobaan seyy.. Aku harus bertenang menhadapi semua cobaan tu.. Amin:))

Tgh break nii.. Mcm cepat gtu time jln..

happy birthday father!

2011-06-01T20:49:00.000-07:00

Alot of things have happened within a week. Srry for not updating:) Today is my Father's birthday. We went to eat at Carousel (not to sure if its the right spelling). Had to work morning but my kind ASM kasik balek 3pm. Hehehe! Soo went fr high tea with baba , my sisters and nenek to celebrate father's 48 birthday. Wahhh soo damn delicious la the food.It was a treat from kak iqa and me:) Eventho father's birthday this year is not the same as last year as mother was not around with us, we still manage to have fun with nenek and father :) Father was very handsome just now. hehehe! after eating send nenek home & father send us home. Food & the time spent together was awesome overall!

Other than that, like i said , alot of things happened within a week. I went to 4b class reunion:) Had hell fun!! I had fun with them. Its been long since we met and spent time together. Hehehe! After shisha and all, met AF at bugis station. He met me there then send me home:) That was last time i met AF. Havent meet him yet till today. Hmm. Then things was gg on normally fr me then on 30th AF grandmother passes away:( He was terribly sad. How i wished i was there by his side. However eventho i wasnt there by his side, I gave him advices to calm himself. I know how hard it is to be left by someone dearly.. Tpi allah lebih sygkn org yg pergi tu. Kite kene reda.. But to think back, its easy said then done. Touch wood bt I myself couldnt imagine if my beloved nenek were to go. I definitely would very weak as she is the one person that i love & treasure in this world! Thats why until now even before sleep i always pray to lengthen my grandmas age. Back to the topic, I understand how he feels. & most importantly i told him that ill always love him. <3AF! As fr yesterday, it was like a normal tuesday. School at night and work in the morning. & Today father's birtthday. Thats all for 1 week:) Many tthings happen right.. Hmm.. I havent yet get to meet AF. Rindu. He has kenduri and all. Its ok i understand:) Mayb next week. Ohh yea I finished 'Dakapan Rindu' & another book i borrowed from library. Hehehhe! Btbtbt, i borrowed another 2 books. Now reading one of them.. Hoever, Today and pass 2 days didnt read.. Bz & tired.. Today i need a little time fr korean drama :D Lie to me is AWESOME! hehee! ok la. adios. Will update soon.

missing those sweet memories.

2011-05-25T01:07:00.000-07:00

I was reading my novel when i came across the part where the main character was having her family problems.. My heart sank. I suddenly remembered those times when i was younger. When we as a family would go out together and laugh our hearts out. I miss those times! I miss my family. Those memories suddenly came. It made me feel like crying. Truthfully made me cried my hearts out.. There wont be anymore chance of me having to have those times repeated again. I just missed the times when we three siblings enjoy gg out as one family with dad. How manje we were with both ibu and baba. I regretted not treasuring those moments.. There will always be times that i will always remember my childhood days:)

2011-05-23T23:24:00.000-07:00

I'm back from work.. :) I managed to finish reading 'saat kau hadir' novel:) i finish it up on 220511 at 2 plus am. Hehehe, complete detail eh.. The novel was superb!! Like always.. Whenever i finish up a novcel its hard fr me to forget the storyline unless i continue reading anew one. Or not I'll dwell on it. Hehehe!! This novel that i just finished is the 4th novel I read ever since i start back reading novel.. I'm in love with malay Novels!! Now... i'm reading a new novel name'dakapan rindu' I am soo loving this. It's soo weird cause even how tired I am from work, I have to read a few pages.. Yesterday , I work afternoon shift with Jenneth , Kak Mas, Desiree. I was soo hyper yesterday soo ended up work was fun!! Went home with Kak Mas. Had fun texting AF in the bus.. :) & as usual i read a few pages before gg to sleep. Today I was in the morning shift. &&& most unexpected thing happen to me! But to think back it is bound fr ppl to know sooner or later soo itsok then. Bt still MALU leyy.. Heheh! After work teman amalia. Managed to talk with AF:) Mcm rindu kn tk dgr suare dier fr two days:) Hehe! Soo now im home! Took 22 from AMK interchange. Lets end here fr today then:) time to read my book:) bye!! ohh yea!im soo excited fr 4B class reunion!! misssing them lots..

random.

2011-05-21T03:33:00.000-07:00

Its been long since i updated my blogger huh.. Hehe.. Soo many things changes within the pass few months:) Auntie seri's family had already went back to sweden. I'm still enjoying my days working. & no more schooling in ITE. I'm currently retaking mathematics and science o level. Soo now have to junggle between work and night classes:) Ohh yea. Haha! Hongkong plan was changed to bangkok. Hehe! 1 more month for me to be in the plane:) My days are spend usefully nowadays. Hehe! As in i no longer with Korea drama 24 hrs.. Hehe! I've cut down on Korean dramaas and now more into reading Novels:) I'm really loving it lorhh.. Soo me back then when in secondary school days, book worm.. Hehe! Just recently i keep in touch with my three other classmate frm sec schl. Really missed those days:) Ohh yea. I made more friends from night classes. Soo currently my time are most on reading , studying, working n going out with AF and collegues:) Spend time with families on off days at work:) See.. While typing this, i realise how time passes soo fast and how things change alot.. I hope i will have more time to blog.. It feels good to be typing again aht my daily life:) Hope to write again v.soon. Goodnight!

very tired.

2010-11-23T08:38:00.000-08:00

Hey! Sorry for not updating as I have been very tired for the past few days. I have been busy updating new songs in my ipod and all. After Updating , doze off. Hehe!! Not much has happen during the weekends except that I have to work and face irritating customers:) And I'm so sleepy now. So thought of updating abit. Bik na will arrive her 4 more days! I can't wait for them to come to enjoy many planned things ! Going KL soon too!! Wohooo ! && When i get January pay onwards, I have to save up so that I can go Hongkong on June 2011 ! wheee!! Fighting! Annyonghi Jumushisiyo!

mix feeling day.

2010-11-18T09:43:00.000-08:00

Today was a mix feeling day to me. I woke up late today due to my phone alarm clock. I didnt feel atikah called coz it was on silence without vibration. Then what was even worst is that i slept back & when i woke up there was 7 missed calls from atikah. I dont know what is my problem. Its just that I have been becoming a sleepy head. Always waking up really late like in the afternoon. At 4pm I went to work. Its been three days i have been away from work. I felt excited at first but as time goes by, I felt really tired (+hungry). I guess I wasn't working for 3 days thats why i get tired easily.. Going home time , was actually kind of excited thinking that i could actually meet you since it has been months since we last met. But under some circumstances we were not able to meet. I was some how crushed. Can say its like I was happy for a moment but it went away in a blink second.. Today I felt lazy, guilty , happy , tired ,excited , crushed & guilty all over again. Its a mix feeling day for me.

To atikah , I would like to apologise for being such an ass. Thank you for the trouble in trying to wake me up but I just don't know whats the problem with me. If you read this, I hope you're not mad. I feel soo freaking guilty ! & I am really great full that you do not give up on me. Thank you so much!

To you , I am happy that we could nearly meet. But its ok if we don't today. & of course, there will be a next time I hope. I really hope. Thanks for making me smile when i was working by reading your text msg.

ps. I hate this mix feeling.

dull day indeed.

2010-11-17T22:30:00.000-08:00

My 3rd day off was spend just at home. Yea its hari raya haji but it doesn't feel like hari raya. Today I didn't go out at all. Just stayed at home. Woke up at 10am. Eat lontong + lauk lemak + ayam masak merah cook by Bik anti. I didn't visit nenek today. Was not allowed to cause nenek afraid Cik sidah would be mad -.- I find it so unreasonable lor. After eating I watched some shows at suria. Most of it was sad!! Then arnd 12pm I webt to sleep again. & guess what? I woke up at 5 pm. I thought it was alrdy like 9pm. hahhaha! Sleepy head i was! Woke up eat again. Then i packed some food to give it to daddy. Met daddy under the block. Talked for awhile and he went off with the lorry. When i got home, my uncle & his family came. We talked while watching tv. There was so many insteresting shows.. I watched a bit but soon I went in msn and chat with Mardhiah. While chatting with mar, as usual Nasyeera , I watched korean darama. Hehehe! Thats all I did till now. Eat, watch tv, msn , facebook , korea darama && eat again. Thats what I did for my 3rd day of off day &hari raya haji day. Gosh i'm schooling & working tomorrow. There goes my enjoyable 3 days.. ehehe! Okla. I wanna continue with my coffee prince. bye!

ps. i miss nenek.

Selamat Aidiladha !

2010-11-17T08:28:00.000-08:00

To every umat islam ,

ps . i can't wait to meet up with mar on saturday to chill out(:

2nd off day

2010-11-16T08:01:00.000-08:00

My second off day was spend with [s.a.n.e]. First of all , I was suppose to go SW(swimming) with eyinn & atikah today. However , when i was getting ready swimming things, eyinn called & said plan changed and we'r going to go play kite & chill at marina barage with nad(: ! So , after put down the phone, I searched for my kite but couldn't get it I ordered online & picked it up at macperson with aca. It was so convenient lorh the place. & of course I was late in meeting the rest of [s.a.n.e]. They went orchard to buy sushi at market place at ion while aca and I went to lavender to collect my passport as i'm going to KL december. After collecting, met eyinn, atikah & nad at city hall and proceed to peninsula to buy guitar string. & from there it was drizling. Haish. So from penin we proceed to marina barage. & it started raining heavily as we got there. Hence we sat at the shelter. Soon eyiinn boify came. and the rained stopped a while & i managed to play kite!! Wheeee!! But stooped as i got tired and then we just continued chilling and played guitar. We laughed alot today!!! Hehehe! At 8.45 pm, daddy took us from marina barage and dropped the rest at marina bay station. Had lots of fun girls! Time was spend well for my second off day. 1 more off day to goo...

ps. I was happy to see Nad laugh & smile widely. Love you little bestie.

sudden urge to blog this.

2010-11-16T00:15:00.000-08:00

Wait. Before i sleep, i had the sudden urge to blog bout them. I have been having fun with these people & they have been making me laugh and enjoy my time all this while. Was browsing thru my photo album in lappy & show most of our pictures. Hahaha! I laughed alone!! Hehehe! Let me introduce my crazy dudettes. They are Nadirah , Atikah , Eyinn. Off to sleep now. nytes!

Ps. you girls are mad & love you all (:

[S.A.N.E]

what a day to start with.

2010-11-15T15:06:00.000-08:00

I woke up late today ! woke up at 9.34 am when my first class starts at 8am. How great.. Then i slept back and woke up at 10.30am. Bath & all. Then was heading for the door to get out of the house.. &&& whaat a luck la! The door was lock ! & I don't have the damn keys and no one was at home. How great it was. I had to miss the whole day class cause I can only go out of the house if my aunt gets home at 4pm.. Damn. I had to pass things to nad and all and i feel soo bad that I had to miss class. shitt!! Ohh ya.. Counting down for bik na and family to come to singapore on 26 November.. 11 more days too go...

how i spend my off today.

2010-11-15T08:22:00.000-08:00

Okay.. So, how i spend my off day? Hmm. First i woke up late for school. Then cannot go out of house cause no key. So i waited till 4pm then went out to send document. I was suppose to meet Nadirah but she has something important going on.. I hope she's doing good now. I'm feeling so worried for her cause she is the closest to me amongst [s.a.n.e] . The fact is all three of us are worried about Nadirah. I'm so sorry girl i made you worried this morning due to the document. Hope you are not made at me. & I feel soo bad i wasn't there when you were downn. Goshh! I really wanted to be there for her, seriously!! Ok drop it hope everything is fine.. Hence I met Atikah & Eyinn instead. Once met them, I passed the document & we sat down getting worried & waited for Eyinn boify. Once he arrived, we went sempang bedok to eat. Then we head home. I reached home at 7.45 pm. Switch on lappy then just browse around. Then went out again to pick Sister Nurdiqa from her work place. Then called daddy to pick us up & eat again at TMK. I ate alot today :x Ohhh.. I'm growing chubbier i guess. Heeheee! So that's all I did today. Didn't do much on the first day of my off day. 2 more off days to go... Now I'm going to watch korea!! What else can I do right.. That's the only hobby I have currently (: ok bye!!

ps. * girl, you still have me , eyinn & atikah ok. so anything do come to us(: we will be here for you. hope everything is great for you there. can't wait to see you again in school. takecaree !

back to write more memories.

2010-11-14T10:06:00.000-08:00

I felt like activating my blogger back. :) I felt that i should write more to leave behind this blog with more memories. Memories that i would treasure. If there is any readers out there,who does read my blog, you are free to leave behind any comments in my tagboard :) Looking back at the last posts make me miss my past. But like there is a saying, "what past is past." I'm moving foward now to make more new memories. But of course deep in me i would never forget my past even how hard i tried and insist on. So do read up more bout what's going on :)

Reading back all those this that i have done and what i have went thru make me remember everything from bottom to top. Oh how i miss those days. But i don't know why my heart just keep on saying i have to forget all those memories and live my life now. I know some people out there just won't believe it when i say i do miss the moments we spent together laughing, crying and doing something serious together.. But i do ! It's just that i don't want to show it. Girls, seriously from the bottom of my heart, I miss you guys & if i have the chance and me not being stubborn, I would for sure hug you girls! But i don't know why i just can't. Its the feeling of anger just can't go by.. Oh.... I getting to spend time doing nonsensical things with you girls were most fun thingss. But , I'm just happy that i could know how you girls are from far.. I don't know if i should say i just hate you girls as i just can't hold this stone heart too long to be angry at you girls. At times, it will get soften when i just read about you girls and hear things about you girls.. But it will harden as soon as i remembered what is happening.. I hate that i still have you girls in my mind.

& to the girl that has known everything about me, I miss you soo much! Saw you last friday in school. Ohh I'm so glad to see you doing good girl. The truth is, I have forgiven for what you have said. But i just don't want to get back in your life. As you said, I kept going in & out of your life. I just don't want to do that.. I'll just watch you from far. I'm happy to see you happy but i too will feel sad if you are sad. But I can only feel for you. I can't be there by your side like i used to do. I'm so sorry! But ! Be happy always ok! I miss those times when we were really close! Shared every ups and downs together!! Love you babe! Always in my heart!

p.s (&& to the girl that known me from sec one:)) Do text me or keep me update k :) I just love you like how much I love her babe:))

9 jan 2010

2010-01-09T23:30:00.000-08:00

its a fun day today.went to work like normal. then arnd 5 plus, warehouse colleagues gave me a bdae surprise.actually its suppose to be in 2 days time. bt im on off sun and mon. soo they gave me the surprise today.they are soo sweet la!

thanks: irene,kak akin,kak saliza,nurul, kak faizah & felly

happy birthday kak ida!

2009-12-29T00:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK IDA!

to kak rasyida,

its great to know you:)

had fun laughing with you.hahhah!

and sorry eh kalau tersalah kater:)

once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

& have a great day ok!

freeaking buzy

2009-11-30T02:05:00.000-08:00

hey people. sorry for not updating aitess. i have been buzy working at the hotel. made alot of friends there. seme kecoh2 seyy. hahhah!

now i gt the news that mayb, i will be working at warehouse,

as a temporary full time til march 10'. if i get it , oh gosh i will surely miss my banquet friends! :'( ok la. im very tired now. just finish OT. wanna sleep adios!

sorry nt updating

2009-11-17T21:23:00.000-08:00

hey people.

im soo sorry im very buzy working & all.

will update about what happen before today.

tomorrow going red camp with ayie & inie.

so yeah.. Going to have fun!! wheee!!

guess what??!!!

2009-11-11T16:30:00.000-08:00

i just came home from school.

& guess what??!!

'O' LEVEL IS OFFICIALLY OVER!

(for the combined science)

FINALLY SIA!!

hahaha! i'm soo happy!

bt when dec end i cnt be too happy though.

anww, im gonna seriously miss my friends out there.

will definitely miss 4B'09 & mdm aishah!!

there is much to do these holidays.

relex, work , go out with friends.

most importantly, i wanna go KUALA LUMPUR!

WOHOOOO!

anyone one free uniformm?

hahhahahhhaahhahahha!

normal day.

2009-11-10T23:53:00.000-08:00

woke up at 1 pluss. hehee.

then send msg to those who took mt 'o's today.

sekali!!! i was soo paisey when i gt to know,,

that their papers were at 8 am.

hahhaha! paiseyy giler babe.

fik was the one who told me it was 8 am.

hahhaa! crazy me. hahahha!

then meet mar at arnd 4.30 pm.

then go tm to meet ibu. buy things at ntuc.

then go eat at pizza hut. then go reservoir.

sat arnd..9 plus went home..

thats all.had fun with mar & aca.

pants hunting.

2009-11-09T21:34:00.000-08:00

woke up at 11 plus. then kemas rumah.

in the evening, met up with abg im and ♥fik.

then we (kak iqa, me & aca) plus the two guys,

went to bugis to hunt for shafik jeans.

go round & round and in the end we got it.

kak iqa & me bought a top too.

then we decided to eat at Zam-Zam.

overall was fun, manage to spend

time with him these few days.

below are some pictures we take.

*there is a continuous of pictures:)

continuous...

2009-11-09T21:30:00.000-08:00

here are the remaining pictures.. :

nothing muchh.

2009-11-07T19:11:00.000-08:00

since i slept late, woke up at 1 pm pluss.

ida woke me up. ahhaha! then....

took a bath and accompanied ida to the salon.

she wanted to cut her plit ends.

unfortunately the person cut her hair abit more short.

ahhahah! its ok ida it will grow.

then buy bubble tea , went her house

& watched white chickss. it was funny sia.

hahhahaahhahahahahhahaahhahaha!

after that ida have to go out.

then go home...

nothing much for today.

super happy day!

2009-11-06T03:56:00.000-08:00

hey everyone. im back..
today, i went out with ibu, baba & aca to plaza sing.
ate at pondok jawa timur. then went window shoppin.

after a while, went home taking 518.

then went out again with kak iqa, abg im aca & ♥fik.

we went karaoke. then finish at 2am plus. took cab.

stop at tenaga. borrowed 2 of faiq's bike & abg im

brought his bike so that we could go home by riding.

coz there was no bus. while waiting for abg im, met umar.

went to macd near school to eat a while.then went home.

me tumpang ♥fik , aca;umar & kak iqa;abg im.

it was super fun but scary coz all the boys was speeding.

afterall, reached home safe & sound. now blogging

thanks boys & tonight was super fun.

& i almost forget its alrdy 7 nov.

HAPPY TWO WEEKS B! love ya lots!

& not forgetting some pics we took.

(gt video bt malas nk upload) heee!

me and shafiq

me and fik singing

kak iqa and aca.

*ps: sorry abg im no pic of you.
neext time k :)

few more hour after o levels.

2009-10-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

omg!! its a few more hours to olevel !

i'm freaking scared but i must try my best!

went studying with mar, karim, alfifatin & aca.

we started of with maths then english.

after much revision, we take a break and

took pictures instead to release stress.

after days of studying..

2009-10-24T23:55:00.000-07:00

hey everyone! 2 more days to o levels!!! omg!!!

hahhaha. i have been studying and guess what?

i webcammed with karim today..

he has been like a total fool and idiot.

& i want my ice cream! hahahh!

here are the pictures of us. hahah!

(sorry if pictures are dark hahhaha)

24 oct 2009

2009-10-24T00:34:00.000-07:00

This day&date will always be written in my heart..

-________________-

2009-10-22T04:12:00.000-07:00

hello readers syarifah is currently busy and have no time to update her blog. so she will be updating her blog after Olevels. toodles!

sisters outing:)

2009-09-06T01:16:00.000-07:00

went out with my sisters today.
buker at kfc at marina sq.
then we went toshop book shoe
and my sis workplace.
then we went t o raffles place to
buy fried mars balls. ahahha!
i have been craving for it..
nice nice! hahhah! then went mcd to study.
reached home at 12 plus.
we get to take last bus at eunoss.

here are some pictures we took:)

bodohnya diriku

2009-09-04T19:52:00.000-07:00

Bodohnya Diriku

Kau pernah melukai aku
Ku sadar itu
Kau pernah meninggalkan aku
Dan ku sadar semua itu

Tak pernah ku sangka dirimu
Tak bisa cintai ku
Jika ku tetap mengharap dirimu
Mungkin itu maumu

Bodohnya diriku selalu menunggumu
Yang tak pernah untuk bisa mencintai aku
Oh Tuhan tolonglah beri aku cara
Untuk dapat melupakan dia dan cintanya

Tak pernah ku sangka dirimu
Tak bisa cintai ku
Jika ku tetap mengharap dirimu
Mungkin itu maumu

Bodohnya diriku selalu menunggumu
Yang tak pernah untuk bisa mencintai aku
Oh Tuhan tolonglah beri aku cara
Untuk dapat melupakan dia dan cintanya

wuhoooooo..

Bodohnya diriku selalu menunggumu
Yang tak pernah untuk bisa mencintai aku
Oh Tuhan tolonglah beri aku cara
Untuk dapat melupakan dia dan cintanya

hey you:)

2009-08-30T23:53:00.000-07:00

i've never been the type to say what i feel
so basically i keep everything inside
and with you it was no different
i want to tell you,
believe me i've tried

but there's part of me that
just can't take that chance
so I doubt that you'll ever know
which may be fine with you,
but it's hurting me
i choose not to show it though

i guess i'm your secret admirer
that name seems to fit just right
i don't know what i like about you
but you're on my mind, day and night

maybe it's the way you look
so cool i can't get enough
or how you make me feel when
you text me
i instantly forget all other stuff

maybe it's the way you say my name
or maybe it's the way you smile
then again it might just be everything
getting to know you seems worth my while

but i guess i'll never know what it is
my true feelings i could never reveal to you
i'll just admire you from a distance
i'm not sure what else there is to do

therefore you will always remain
anonymous and secret:)
mayb thats better:)

2009-08-30T01:26:00.000-07:00

just gt to your blog rynn.
hahhaha! thanks for knowing that
my ego wass too high. it was
indeed. and i appologies for
acting as of you dont exist..
yeah guess we are okay.. ok
ill say hi when i see you and the rest.
nytess!

2009-08-30T01:17:00.000-07:00

just finish watching indo.
very3 tired todayy!
just wanna say something
and off to sleep.

dear friend,
i really miss your old self
when we spent time together doing
stupid thingss. we dont do that
anymore noww. im like lost abt
you now? i really miss you.
when you say you love us just now.
i soo miss that. its been long time
you said it to me. ohh goshh.
i feel like hug you n say i miss you
my friendd.. goshh..
im soo sorry if i have been cold
towards you. i sometimes envy you.
how could you be soo friendlyy?
i hope we will be like our old self yeahh
before we even separate..

thats all i have to say.
i had my say and im off to sleep now.
nytesss.

yeah right.

2009-08-28T03:19:00.000-07:00

i am busy doing my design and technology noww.
everyone seems to be sleeping.
before i forget what i wanna say.
everything i say seems like an excuse to you yeah.
yeahyeah. everything is me in the wrong.
that's what you are trying to say when you say
don't make the me as an EXCUSE.
i never make things right for you right.
and always making you mad and putting you aside.
you claim that i dont share secrets with you anymore?
what secret do i have more? you know it all.
and sticking is not the word miss. it happens
that we are in the same class, and we stay near.
do you see me sticking with that person
during school time? no right?? soo???
yeah i would know better bt do you ever try to
think how i felt in that situation when you just
shouted it out and all can here?
know how i feel? embarrased. ashammed.
i choose boys over you. that's what you said.
for just sitting next to him, i choose boys over you.
yeah mayb you are right..and i'm always in the wrong.
i said i didn't mind. and of all people,i thought that
you knew me well if i do mean it or not.
opps ok mayb not thenn.
and do you think i need extra problems from you too?
im sorry miss bt no.. yeah maybe you are right.
we will talk again once we do put our ego aside.
till then goodbye!

..

2009-08-24T12:33:00.000-07:00

im currently not in school.
having a freaking stomache cramp!!
mum asked me to rest at home..
what an unlucky beetch i am.
only the first day can fast.
have to wait for few more days to fast back.
wahhh.have to pay backk. tkptkp.
hahah! btw selamat berpuasa umat islam!

ohh ya..
i have been wanting to say this.
if my words hurt you, then your actions
makes my heart boils! i dont know why
but this few months or weeks, you have been
damn changed. i bet you dont realise it.
not only me who notice it. alot others.
but one particular person said that
you were too friendly but i bet not.
& why must you be mad if i say scarstic
comments bout you and him? it not like you
have feeligs for him right? soo why soo
sensitive? do you know that we think that
you only care to share EVERYTHING with him.
but not us anymore. do you realise that?
you seem to know every secret we have bt
we cant knw yours.its unfair you know.
do you know that we feel as if we are useless.
we cant know your problems anymore & whats
happening arnd you. you only open up to him,
that treasure "friend" of yours rather than
opening up to us. we feel really useless you know?
and last but not least, dont vent your anger at
him if you dont like what i said. say it to me.
dont make him like a fool venting your anger
at him when he is not wrong. & now, since
you dont like me saying hurtful & scarstic words
then i'll just keep my freaking mouth shut.
happy? thats what you want? no one can disturb
you right? fine then. its better btw if
i shut up since its fasting month.

ps. if you know who you are, then dont
bother asking..

OHH YA. once again,
SELAMAT BERPUASA umat2 islam!

i'm hurt

2009-08-02T20:27:00.000-07:00

it is hurtful to see everything like this.
i am sad to see our family separated like this.
i wonder why all this has to happen.
i cant hold that sadness in my heart anymoree.
its too heavy for me.
i cant stand seeing him staying there with nanny alone.
while us girls over here.
bt i also cant leave her alone here.
he is not working, has to take care of the
house there. she is working bt having problems.
both having financial difficulties.
i feel that i can't just stand there
doing nothing.
i feel like stopping my education
& help them with work.
bt i cant. i have to study.
to make things lighter for them.
i feel remorseful looking at the situation now.
i'm hurt. no one knows how hurtful it is for me.
why is all this happening to me now?
when i'm having my big year this year.
it is soo hard for me not to think abt it.
i tried. tried being happy. smile.
not think bout it. but the fact is,
i lost my family. being like this,
is not my cup of tea. it's like,
someone kept stabbing my heart making me
cry soo hard. all this are affecting me.
not only me but my sisterss.
i never knew i could be hurt like this
& everyday life goes on like
i wish i could find a way try not to cry
& to him, i know that he could not read this.
but, i just want to say, even if i am rude
to him sometimes when i'm in a bad mood,
i don't mean it yeah. pls understand.
its not just you who is gg thru this.
we too. you are not losing us but her.
as for us, we are losing the family.
our happy family. i know its been hard on you.
we too.

:'(

1 August 2009

2009-08-01T15:36:00.000-07:00

i'm at rynn's house.
just finished my tuition.
now i know how to do statistics.wheee!
hahhaha. omgg. its 1st august already.
prelims and 'o'level are getting nearer.
everyone is busy studying really hard yeah.
mee too. & to those who are not studying,
they are indeed planning to fail. right ida?
i'm really bucking up on my subjects,especially
mathematics, english and sciences(trying hard):)
the rest trying uhh. hehe. poa too.
thought i have gave up bt noo. don't wantt.
ehehe. ok la. gtg. i'm very tired from tuition.
i'll update again at night aitess. cya:)

31 july 2009.

2009-07-31T09:39:00.000-07:00

school was normal. went home after 12.30.
then gt rem ; dnt and physics.
nothing much happen todayy. haishh.
after all rem, followed boys to street soccer court.
watch them play for awhile. they were cool!!
then met aca and go home. reach hm oni sleep.
till 11, which is now. hahah!
sorry ida didnt study with you today.
was soo tiredd.
my product for dnt finish alreadyy! wooohoo.
left with folio and presentation board.
lets see my product kk. hahah. sorry uh if not nicee.:)
gtg. good nyte!

after school.

2009-07-30T23:00:00.000-07:00

school was ok-la. there was tests today.
i forget that i gt a chem test today.. haiyoo!
i wasn't ready man! but its ok.
things lighten up after school. no rem.
so i and the rest ; mar,inie & ida went mac.
ate and study. then went home.
after gg hm and rest, me , aca and ida
went jogging at bedok res park. it was super fun.
then went home again and change.
after changing go ida house STUDY! till 10.50 plus.
now i just reach home. arnd 11. soo tired.
bye! nk tido..
here are some pics.

hellowello:)

2009-07-29T18:06:00.000-07:00

i'm home! at last.. i'm freaking exhausted.
nine long hours in school. omg!
but i like gg to school though.
to meet my beloved friends la like duhh. haha!
there is a few hmwrk today. at least i could
rest. i think. haha. i don't know what to
update laa. there's nothing much happening.
hahaha. but from what i know, this few weeks or days,
i have been smiling a lot. that's weird la.
i like smiling cause it makes me happy but don't
know why i have been smiling too much. too happy mayb?
however, behind those smiles there are actually frowns
too.. tired mayb. stress? exams are getting soo near
for god sake. i'm not ready!! helpp. actually no one help.
only i cn help myself. haishh. BTW!!!
i can recite one to ten in korean language. wheee!
randomm. haha. gtg la. rest! :)

what has been happening.

2009-07-26T21:06:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello!
havent been updating for quite some time.
sorry. been buzy with school, family and other stuff.
these few weeks or months have been hell for me.
stress here and there. aiyogooo!
alot of things have been happening bt im too lazy to update.
soo yeah. hahha. For the past few days, i have been msging
* , it was fun msging * when im bored. hahaha. it has
always been a funny convo overall. hahhaha!
yesterday was super funn!! i got two free tickets from aca.
to watch NDP. so went with ibu. it was supper hot there at the
beginning. but cooled down as it gets darker. while waiting
for the NDP show to strt, got to know that * was there too. hahha!
but didnt manage to clash into each other. hahha.
i saw tika and her friends, rafi and his girlfy. hahah!
i saw alot bnss ppl bt the weird thing didnt see *.
the super gerek part was the firework laa! ahhaha!
even * agree that it was beautiful. super beautiful! hahhaha!
after that went BK at marina the straight home. * said sleeping
late bt already shutdown when i msged arnd 1 plus. hahhah!
aperda! hahah! overall yesterday was super funn! had fun with
mommy! & oh ya.
my friend and one of my girlfriend is getting closer nmpk!!
cheycheychey. i have been noticing that maner2 jln kat skola
will always see them walking together. chey!! hahhah!
hope this time its not a fake hope yeah.
looks like she is like beginning to open her heart to him.
hahhha! goodluck my friend and my girlfriend!
&&& to this particular girl. ohh please!
stop acting as if you know everyone & everything.
stop being a Ms you-know everything.
and stop acting like you are popular.

ps. you dunt need to know who:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-06-28T00:00:00.000-07:00

TO
IFFAH ZAIDAH & RAHAMI IDZUAN,
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!
haha. not just a year older , but a year better
i hope all your birthday dreams and wishes come true
best wishes on your birthday and throughout the coming year ,
wishing you good health and happiness in life
& wishing you all the fun and excitement that only birthdays can bring.
may this special day be the beginning of a year filled
with happy memories, wonderful moments and shining dreams.
& once again , on this special day,
I want to say ;
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY
IFFAH ZAIDAH & RAHAMI IDZUAN!!

ps. sorry rahami . i have no picture of you. hehe.

quarantined

2009-06-15T22:18:00.000-07:00

IDA I MISS YOU!!
WE ARE HERE FOR YOU K!!

i had to delete the other post.

for some freaking reason.

thats all i can say.
its freaking bored staying at home.
all i cn do is msgg:) & read books.
of course chat too.
bye!

had fun marr! thanks.

2009-05-16T20:58:00.000-07:00

today was an average day.bt did had fun.
woke up 9.30 am. then went bck to tamp house.
teman nenek go clinic see the doctor.
took breakfast with her.had to buy some things for mum.
went tm to mit inie.karim and mar.
then teman mar go waney's house. had fun marr!
thankss. she send me to white sands taxi stand.
dad was suppose to take me but he gt mad and went home.
leaving me.took mrt and now im homee.

it is true.
my heart was broken into pieces watching you.
hah! im not exactly mad with you bcause
of what i saw both of you did.
its just that you said otherwise bout liking him.
and 'poooff ' there you were. i was shocked & hurt.
bt it was covered with my laughters.
do you know that you doing that is the same as giving hopes?
i had to go home laeving you yesterday. sorry.
just cant watch it any longer. i wass to weak to even try to smile.
but i did it. but now, i just tend to forget it.
its no use getting mad with my dearest friend
for a guy, who will end up, hurt himself.
you are happy then ill be. soo forget it. it never happen
the broken pieces was fixed but the wounf is still there.

friday:)

2009-05-08T23:16:00.000-07:00

today was super fun.went to school with freaking bad mood.
but today ended great! went swimming with makciks but
without tiara. it would be much more fun wth her arnd

thanks for the day girls. it was seriously fun.
did alot of talking today. hahha.
it kinda awkward talking and laughing with shafa.
but things went well and w got used to it.
hahhahaha. today had a lot of laughing.

shafa went home first.
then me and rynn went to mac'd near school.
then sat down a while. and now i just reached home.
overall was fun today! should go out again with tiara
this time around:))

this i what i did when i reached home:)
random. ahahha.
ok i need to eat now. update soon.
mother's day and ayie's birthday is coming!

wedding day.

2009-05-02T18:51:00.000-07:00

today is hemelia's brother wedding day.
& today is the day i'm looking foward to spend my day with:
my dearest sehati

woke up and saw rynn went home already with a note.
yeah rynn. i had super fun with you too.
thanks for spending time with me k. love you BFF!
wake up at 12 noon when inie called.
wore pink today. met the rest at mac inter.
i was soo embarrased when i went in the bus.
people was all looking. then waited for maimunah.
took 16 to lagunsari restaurant. i was worried we would get lost.
but not. thanks to hemelia's direction and aslam's too.
we were having fun. ate alot. listen to songs. took pictures.
the mempelai was soo beautiful and handsome:)
around 4 plus we went home. took cab.
thanks nurul aini:) send ayie(husband) home.
then inie send me to busstp. now im home:)
seriously had fun! thanks sehati.
photos will be uploaded soon. when get from nurul aini.
toodles!

01 - 02 may.

2009-05-02T03:26:00.000-07:00

hey everyone! happy belated labour day. hahaha.
well it just turn belated as its 3 am now.
i just came home with the girls of my family + rynn.
sped time the whole day with rynn today.
she came bibik house at around 2 pm.
we strted watching this.it was super sad and sweet.
but i didnt cry though.& hero was hot! ahaha.

(*look down*)

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

after the movie finished, rynn did my hair.
then aca and bibik came home.
around 8 plus. my dad pick us up.took my mom.
ate at changi village then dad send us to loyang point.
the girls, me , kak iqa , mom , aca & rynn went karaoke.
it was uber FUN!!! we were karaoke-ing at party world ktv.
hahahah. we gilrs were like crazy women.
sang here and there. ahahaha !
went home when the ktv was closing.
reach home at bibik home at around 3am plus which is now.
haahah. now rynn is asleep while waiting for her bro to pick her up.
soo all the way i spend my freaking fun day with:
NUR SHEREEN BINTE SAHAT! thanks .
and to those couple who get together on 1st may. last long!

here are some pictures from shereen.
when we were bored:)

hahaha . my face look cacat:)
rynn preety.:)

that's all for today . im soo freaking excited tomorrow !
i am spending time with sehati pulak!
wohooo! mit you there hemelia !
and of course you gonna be happy:)
i want to sleep now. annyeonghikaseyo!(goodbye)

we know each other too well.

2009-04-30T22:21:00.000-07:00

i was listening to music while laying down when
ida told me to listen to this one song.

hey ida, thanks for letting me listen to it.
im touched. :) seriously.

the meaning of the song is soo deep. yeah thats right.

"we know each other too well .

I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
And don't you know we love ya"

thats some part from the song.
girls i love you guys ok. those who are always near me.
shereen,inie hayati , ida imelda & mardhiah thanks.

here is the song.

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Destiny's Child - Girls :

Take a minute girl, come sit down
And tell us what's been happening
In your face I can see the pain
Don't you try to convince us that you're happy (yeah)
We've seen this all before
But he's taking advantage of the passion
Because we've come too far
For you to feel alone
You don't let him walk over your heart
I'm telling you

Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love ya

See, what y'all don't know about him
Is I can't let him go because he needs me
It ain't really him, it's stress from his job
And I ain't making it easy
I know you see him bugging most of the time
But I know deep inside, he don't mean it
It gets hard sometimes
But I need my man
I don't think y'all understand
I'm telling you

Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
(we understand, don't be ashamed of your friend)
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
(oh, I can tell he's been lying to you)
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
(he's not good for you)
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love ya

Girl, I can tell you've been crying
(girl, I can tell you been crying)
And you needing somebody to talk to
(I can see it in your eyes)
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
(I can tell he’s been lying)
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
(I can see it in you)
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
(I know what your feeling girl)
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love ya

(Girl) girl, take a good look at yourself
He got you going through hell
We ain't never seen ya down like this
What you mean, you don't need us to help
We known each other too well
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
And don't you know we love ya

Yeah

Girl, I can tell you've been crying (girl)
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
(I been knowin' you since you was ten
You cannot hide from your friends, girl)
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love ya

Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love ya

feeling down

2009-04-29T18:17:00.000-07:00

hmpffh. everytime i listen to this song, it'll make me feel down.
i like the song soo much cause it really touches my heart.
even though some do not like cause its in korea. bt what to do?
i like it. i enjoy it. its my feeling. soo back off. let me b happy.
here's the song. hear the rythm even though you dunt understand it.
hope you enjoy it.

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

ok lets continue while listening to this song.
here is a poem that shows what my heart is saying now.

Everyone has that one person they love the most.
The one that can make you smile just by a phone call away.
One that makes stupid jokes but you laugh anyway.
It's always that one particular person thats written
all over your heart but don't even realize it.
At times its that one person that you know you wouldn't be able to love.
Watching people love, watching people hurt.
Now I realized how much love can stab you like a knife
because of these stupid rules that others spread around.
Specific things that one can not do because others say they can't.
Is that really love? Is it hard to accept truth?
Questions building up inside me,
making me more confused then I already am.
Being stuck in the middle is not always easy.
One thing I'd like to ask everyone.
Isn't "Love" something that's shared by others
no matter how much you dislike that someone or something?
One that can learn to move on from previous wounds.
One that can accept the truth.
Sometimes I wonder how much better
life would be if it was all a fantasy.
How one can be at peace can have the knowledge to understand
the changes that others are going through can be happy, has no limits ,
has no stupid rules to follow, never stuck in the middle, can smile fully
has no fear to love that person.
And yet we live a world that has limits, fears, hurt, anger and sadness.
I never realized that someone can
actually be pulled back by these rules.
It's like trying to stretch a rubber band that'll never rip
but instead will pull you back to the sadness.
I don't want anymore sadness... I don't want any hurting...
That's why I know for sure, that love is not the thing
for me.

examination day.

2009-04-27T16:19:00.000-07:00

its examination period friendss!
today was english and mother tongue paper one.
i was not sleepy during eng however, when it was MT paper.
oh goshh! i was damn sleepy. i think its because of the food.
i was full. that was y i was sleepy. oh gossh.
we took the mid year exam in the hall. after school went mac.
every one was buzy studying. its mid year period mahh.
hahha. hmm. i cant study for ss. just cant. haishh.

something are just not right.its not that i just noticed it.
but its becoming somehow worst. what happen to the last time us.
i cant blame anyone as its the last year this year thats why we r bz.
bt look like last year. no matter how bz we are we do make time.
its true what she said. we sit together but some how we r in our
own world of friends. i realise that we are not that close anymore.
is there still us? i miss you guys you know.
especially you, the girl who i always share my situation with
whenever we are in the bus. remember the old time?
ohh how i miss it. :) usually, we would sit together and eat together
during mid year last year remember? talking abt how we did just now.
the after school we would go to ida's house to study remember?
remember we studied poa? hahha. remember i carried my beg and
suddenly say i wanna go home? its kinda funny to think back.
i wanna spend time with you guys again. what do you guys think?
after all. i miss you guys soo much! love eera:)

hello:)

2009-04-26T23:25:00.000-07:00

did nothing much today.
woke up at arnd 10 plus. showered.
then i cooked magee curry.
i have been eating magee all this week.
inie told me that it'll make me stupid.
ida said my hair will gugur. but , its too delicious to resist.
hahahha! ida came to my house at arnd 1 plus.
went home at arnd 4 plus. went her house ate crab.delicious!
hahha. went back to and watched korean movie with natassya.
while watching karim and mar ajak study at mac.
i said ok. mar , karim , inie and dzahir was suppose to be thr.
but dzahir paitao. hahaha! went mac after finish watching.
& now , just came home. had really alot of fun.
should go out study together again. but this time siang sikit. ok you guys?

*had alot of fun korang.thanks inie, mar and karim for studying
together. if not i will study after watching korean ALONE. hahha !
thanks once again. & to inie and karim.biler nk balek tu kekek ok.
hahahha !

hey happy 15th months.

2009-04-25T13:55:00.000-07:00

to dearest kak shera
250108

happy 15 months to you!
sorry for not wishing you for the last two months.
kinda buzy. even my last 2nd last post was last feb.
just updated this morning.
hehe. hope you are doing good in MI.
&& your hair looks nice on you.
hehehe. ok la.i gtg !
happy 15th months to you once again.
not forgetting i miss you n *saranghaeyo unni:)!
*(i love you sister)
:)(:

Too Phat - Just A Friend

2009-04-25T00:56:00.000-07:00

hey everyone. sorry for not updating for quite a long time.
buzy with life. hehhe. found new hobby though.
watching korean dramas. hehhe. haish. bt cnt watch too much.
mid year is just this mon n o levels coming soo yeah.
i like to share a song with you guys. kind off addicted to it.
thanks to someone. hahah! here it goes.

Too Phat - Just a Friend

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Verse 1 ( Malique )
have you ever met a gurl that you thought was perfect
you waited for her years 'cause you know she worth it
here's a lil' story bout this gurl i knew
since wayback in pre-school sometime in '82
she had 'em two pony tails and a front tooth missin'
wit' freckles on her cheeks cause the moms caucasian
up on a tree house is where we chilled together
with carvings on the trunk saying friends forever
she the type who laugh when the normally cried
and when they busy playing house we playin' bonnie and clyde
in grade school everybody knew we partners in crime
we usta bully kids in playgrounds like all the time
we always seen holdin' hands to the principal's office
the naughtiest in town and could no other kid stop us
in highskool she switched her desk next to mine
so we could cheat while doing pop quizes all the time
14th of February '93
little Jenny said she had a big suprise for me
gave me the very kiss and plus a ring and a card
and said I love you, so I gave her the rest of my heart
a coupla weeks later called her house at 10
the mama said I thought you suppose to be with Jen
I quickly rushed to the crib, she just got out of a van
I'm like yo who was that? oh he's just a friend.....

Chorus 2X
you, you got what I need
but you say he's just a friend,
but you say he's just a friend

Verse2 ( Malique )
so I took Jenny's word for it at this time
I thought just having a friend it couldnt be no crime
'cause even I have friends and babys that for sho
just like Watson, Hailee, Baby Tash and Joe
so we never talked about that late snack with van man
we rather talk about the future we have planned and
what to name our kids, al-Tarique or Shaymar?
Ayesha, or Tisha for a gurl and maybe even bring our
kids to that little tree house that we chilled at
but then in '94 I couldnt help it but feel sad
Jenny had to leave me to go get a little knowledge
100 miles away in this place they call college
first coupla months it was cool but then it changed yo
she never called and really acted like a strange ho
one day I called it was picked up by a man
I called again, she picked it up and said hey that's just a friend

Bridge ( VE )
You know, I know what you been up to
I know you know what you been up to

this guy in her study group's the one who picked up the call
helpin' her in chemistry wit cyclohexanol
I got curious and asked her who else in ya team?
she said Ali, Hassan, Noreen and Kareem
the next week I thought of givin' her a little suprise
but when in front of Jenny's dorm I cound't believe my eyes
I say the same ugly van I saw in '93
I found her room but guess what a brother had to see?
a fella half naked with my gurl on the couch
and baby Jenny moaning, uggg uggh aggh and ouch
so please listen to the message that I sing
don't ever talk to a gurl who says she just has a friend

Chorus

Verse 3 ( Joe Flizzow )
a lil' casanova pimp, man I had my flings
hoodrats to goodie hoodies I was lil' playa king
I'll tell ya when, my final year in '96
this hunny new in skool joined my class she really sick
she made her pinafore look like a dress from Rodeo,
and clean white shoes lookin' Ferra than Gamo's,
and white blouse seemed whiter than everybody else's
just like them ads on tv man this hunny was the nicest
I had to step up my game and I told her my name
she said her name was Wanda I found out
that we lived on the same street she moved in 5 blocks down
and after 3 dates and 6 banana splits I had it locked down
we was tight but had this lil's problem though
'cos Wanda always acted funny when wit' Mary Joe
but when I caught'em kissin it wasnt funny no more
baby smiled and just said she's just a friend yo.......

thanks & sorry dearest!

2009-02-21T23:51:00.000-08:00

hey bff..
im sorry for abandoning you.
i didnt realize that i treated you badly.
i shouldnt have taken you for granted.
im sorry for nt appreaciating or even lie to you.
& sorry for confiding in my other friends rather then you.
sorry for treating you like a fool
sorry for being buzy
sorry for hurting your heart.
& i swear it gt nothing to do with him.
thanks for making me realize &
i for sure will try to change.
& you will always b my bff aites.
i hope that i cn replace all the times i abandoned you.
& i hope things wunt change n be like last time.
i you know that you will always b im my list of the most important ppl.
& i had a nice day with you just now even though
tk jadi gy gym or even swimming.hahaha!
love you bff!

dear inie,
thanks for being there for me when things are bad or good.
thanks for sharing your time with me.
its been 4 yrs i have been friends with you.
you know me very well.
even though we r nt bff or anything,
you're my bestfriend. sister indeed.
you made me change from bad to good.
& to a person i am now.
we have been through thick & thin together.
cabot class samer2, uat duty samer2, & more samer2.
bt the most important think is that you didnt give up on me.
you care for me.
even if we fought we realised that
things will get even better.
& you in my list of the most important pp too.
& thanks for sharing the laughters,screams,tears with me,
i really appriciate it.
& im soory if i too had taken you for granted inie
& thanks for the time spent with me just now it the morning.
last bt nt least.
i love you inie,BESTIE!
thanks for being there!
thank you!

dear kak iqa & tassya.
both of you are my sweet siblings.
we known each other of like 16 years of my life.(i think)
even though we always fight,
we are always there for each other.
both of you are part of my life too.
when our family are in bad terms,
we stick together thru thick n thin.
i want to thank kak iqa who have been a caring sister
who we depended on most of the time.
thanks you for for the care & concern you show to me & aca.
i really appreciate it.
thans for advicing and listening to my probs.
im sorry if most of the time im rude to you.
bt deep down in my heart i love you alot.
you are our mother too kak iqa.
thanks for being there.
& dunt forget to tell abg im thanks too!
& to aca , thanks for listening to all my probs.
thanks for understanding me.
thanks for always being there for me.
i know when you are sad aca.
it makes me sad to see you cry.
ill always b ther for you ok.
remember that.
& remember to b a good girl.
dont create probs ok.
i love to see you happy.
i love you aca & kak iqa!

and last bt not least,

dear ayie,
hey although we just knew each other like a year ago,
you are also important to me.
we have shared alot of things too.
we always talked & you always knew how to make me smile.
truthfully i ant bear to see you being bullied or scolded.
ill get really mad.
you are like a brother to me.
thanks for all the time for spending time with me & inie.
i really appreciate it.
you have been a great friend ayie.
you are like my all time boyfriend.[hahha]
always close to me & inie.
i feel empty when i didnt meet you the whole day.
you really make my day sometimes.
i mean it.
thanks for everything,
thanks for sharing things with me thru the phone & our outing.
i cnt w8 for the next outing. (;
and last bt nt least.
i love you ayie!
[dont gt it wrong ppl ; his my hubby:)]

thats all for todays ppl.nites!

happy valentine's day!

2009-02-13T23:59:00.000-08:00

hey every one. happy valentine's day!

couples will b going out on this special day.

humphh.mesti best knknkn?

you know whatt? i borrowed a book today

& it has a saying

"is it worth falling in love when you have to keep it a secret?"

i think that sometimes it is worth it &

sometimes it doesnt..

humphhh. ive got a problem guyss.

as you know i love him bt i dont know

what are his feelings for me.

mayb his reading this.

mayb his not.

if you are, i just dunt know what are your feelings.

do you want to tell me?

cozz i dunt know if i am having hopes on you.

confusing right??

haah.thats what im feeling now.

bt most of all i know i love you.:)

soo everyone, happy valentine's day ya.

hope you guys have funn:)

have a nice day:)

in nt in love with u ok.

2009-01-30T16:04:00.000-08:00

hey.. i havent been talking to that person for like 2-3 days.
i didnt know what i did bt everytime when i ask, r u ok?
that person will say im ok bt only tired.
did i do something wrong or say something wrong?
or did he heard rumours that i like him?
OMG!! i only treat him like my friend bt nothing more.
bestfriend indeed.
which i share stories with..
thats all. im nt in love with you ok.
i just treat you like my friend.
i am in love with someone else bt nt you.
soo dunt keep quiet aites talk.
dunt because of this we dunt talk & ignore each other ok.
soo we r still friends.
dunt mute.:)
bye my friend.

here are the photos.

2009-01-29T00:58:00.000-08:00

these are the pictures!:)
enjoy lookin at it.
anw,my & inie's "date" ,
we r just normal friends aites.
dunt think otherwise.:)

27o1o9:)

2009-01-27T22:46:00.000-08:00

hey everyone,k i dont know where to start. okay.. today i went out with INIE,RAHAMI,KARIM,HANNA,ASLAM & AINI. it was totally fun today! we went out to watch a movie. it was supposed to be "quadruple date". that was inie's idea. hahhaha! bt only aslam & hanna are couple. soo... i brought along my "date" which is KARIM,hahhahah! &&& inie suprised all of us by bringing RAHAMI along..she was supposed to be with suhaili bt ayie didnt go.soo,that's her date.bt unfortunately, aini's date is nt free.bt our plan did go well. the movie started at arnd four and we met at 1.30pm. as usual i & inie were late! hahhahaha! then we go buy ticket & then proceed to eat. KARIM was half-awake. hahahah! bt when we played arcade then [*i think] he was awake or he was awake when movie strt. hahahha! after playing arcade, we went to buy popcorn then we heed off into the cinema. our sitting arrangement was [aini][inie][rahami][hanna][aslam][me][karim].hahahha! the movie was soo sweet! i went crazy went it came to the romantic part! hahahaha! wohooo! after movie, we went to the open plaza and & took some pictures. its with aini. have to w8. hahahh! will upload soon. soo arnd 6.30 we went home. hanna,aslam n aini went seperate way. then me,inie,rahami & karim. then took 18. i & karim stopped at clear water & took number 65. we talked & talked la. hahha! then , i alight at bibik house. then dats all for today. it was fun overall! hahahha! :) BT! i need to do my HMWRK!!!

happy one year!

2009-01-25T00:00:00.000-08:00

to dearest kak shera,

happy one year anniversary!

you have been a great sister to me.
although we are not that close,
you are always in my mind..
i hope that our sisterhood will last long.
here is a little poem for you to show how glad i am to have
a sister like you :D
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Always there.

I'll always be here through thick and thin
You can come to me, I'll listen
I'm your friend, I won't push you away
When you need a hug, my arms are wide open
When you need to talk, I have an open ear
Your growing up and getting older
Know that I'm always here, I'm not going anywhere
Wherever you are, I'm there with you
You’re in my heart and my prayers
Just know I'm here, because I truly care
You’re my sister, you mean so much
Don't want to see you hurt or cry
I'll wipe the tears, I'll get rid of your fears
Want to see you grow up and achieve
Just believe, have faith
You can do anything
You’re beautiful inside and out
You’re smart and very talented
You’re many things, but most all, you’re my sister
I believe in you and
know that I'll never stop loving you

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

you have been punk-ed

2008-12-24T07:10:00.000-08:00

hey guys!
firstly i would like to say that

hahhah! i and suhaili has nothing gg on with us!
we r not in an relantionship AT ALL!
hahaahahha.we were just acting as one.
hahahah.kiter mayen2 jek.nak trick korang.
those who believe it then too BAD!
hahahah

to sehati especially aini.R & hemelia & hanna:

sorry for cheating you guys.
hahahha. kiter sajer2 jek mayen2.
hhehheheh.
& suhaili you will always b my SEHATI.
&&&
wait2! of course la my husband knknkn.
suhaili husband ku!
ahahahha.
i want to apologise once more!
hehehhe.
that's all.

to suhaili & inie:)

hahhahah.kiter nyer trick menjadi.
hahahahha.dorng percaya kiter seyy.
hahahaha.
and suhaili,sorry bcoz of the trick kau kene
tampar nan aini.R.
hahhahaha.
bt overall was fun.
hahhahahah. 5th nov 'o8 da tkd lagi.
hahahhaha. && aku tk lei luper how funny it was
when dorng pikir kiter btol2 couple.
hahahahha!
thats all.

& secondly,

yesterday and the yesterday
which is the 22 & 23 dec '08
was tiring bt fun.
the councillors had pre camp.
overall was tiring bt fun &
we sehati had fun after the pre camp.
eating together & stuff.

& thirdly,,

hehehhe.i didnt go to netball today.
yesterday night and to day morning i had
fever and my whole body was aching.
cannot tahan. cannot wake up one problem.
my body weak one thing.i have fever the other thing.
n poor ms adlin called bt i didnt manage to wake up.
hhehehhe.

that's all for today!

the picnic.

2008-12-07T17:53:00.000-08:00

yesterday was fun. i had a picnic with sehati at ecp.
it was fun overall.we were somehow complete.
everyone was thr except sharifah.we asked aslam to join us.
the reason for this picnic was to celebrate wardah's belated
birthday and sehati's 11 mnths advance.i totally had a fun saturday yesterday.
hahhaha.& i gave a big hug to melia!i soo missed her.hahhaa.
at the event we shared our secret at stuff. & guys.. sorry for keeping
it from you guys for like a month.hahhahah. and the funny thing,,
it was raining on/off. lucky there was tent.we all squuezed in the tent.
we were like sauna-ing in the tent.hahhha. soo HOT! hahha.
bt overall was fun.

to sehati:

hey guys!
happy advance 11 mnths k.
i really had soo much fun yesterday.
many unexpected things happen la.
hahhahahha.
even the rain tk bunuh kite tau.
& the most touched thing was that we were complete.
nt all outing kite complete.
bt we did make it.
and i personally want to apologise
for keeping it for like a month.
hehehhehhe.
nk suspend kn.hahaha.
bt the truth was,i wasnt really ready to tell
you guys yesterday bt i picked up the courage to.
& THANKS to inie for helping me.
hahhahhhaha!

to wardah:

i hope that you hav a great day yesterday
hahhahahah.
&
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
WARDAH!
love you! stay cute olways.
n hope you like the present from us.
bile nk dpt ic??hahahh
smile always!

to aini & raiyan

hey !
both of you guys make a great couple.
last long aites..
smile always.
jgn gado-gado.
:)

to dearest darling ayie♥!

hey thr dear!
i had fun spending time with you.
tak sangka kiter keep it from them
for a month.
hahhahah.
bt on thing i want to tell you is
we will keep our friendship tight aites.
yesterday was a happy day for me too.
& i miss you tooo.
& i forgot to tell you
♥happy 1 month 1 day dear!♥
love ya!
hahhahahahahahhahah.

&

to hanna n aslam.

last long guys!

11 november 2008

2008-11-11T23:25:00.000-08:00

omgg.
its been a long time since i updated.
hahahhaa.
i hav a lot of things to tell bout today.
was suppose to meet ayie n inie at mac.
ayie had to go to school to sent some things.
like i said WAS suppose to meet at mac.
bt in the end, we make a last minute plan.
hahhaha.we decided to watch sing to dawn.
it was the HUSBAND & WIFEs outing. hahah.
i meet inie at starbucks near TM.
ayie was little late coz he had to go to school & stuff.
its oke darling. hahaha. inie put it in your head. DARLING!
we watched at century square.
hahhaha.before ayie reach,i n inie was holding the free tikets my sis gave.
and oso we were talking bout how we gonna change ayie style
when he turn sweet sixteen.wohooo!
when ayie came,bought food & drinks. went in.
the sitting arrangement was: inie-ayie-me.
hahha.the movie was fun to me ayie n inie la.
bt dunno to you guys out thr.hehe.
there are some pichas bt i will upload later.
to lazy to do soo.
after the movie we went to montip.
i and inie bought a wallet which is exactly the same as ida's.
bt i bought white & inie pink.
then went to the shop in front of montip.
just browse thru some clothes which was nice.
bt that time we were already broke.
hahahhaha.
i had to hurry up.
i was suppose to go karaoke at kampong chaichee cc.
with my sisters at 4.
bt the movie ended at 4.45 instead.
hahahhaha.
soo three of us walked to my house busstp from TM.
talk & talk & talk.laugh & laugh & laugh.
three of us were having soo much fun.
hahaha.then we reached the busstp.
met my sisters. then five of us took bus no.17.
inie n ayie alight the bus 1st.
left my sisters n me.
we stopped at aini's house bsstp.
then we check ot if there was enough room to karaoke.
too bad.it was too late.its full.
soo we proceed to the second plan.
went to TM again wit rynn this time to buy my
younger sis clothes for her graduation.
lawa seyy baju.
haishhh. then rynn had to g home.
met my mum.then went eat the go home.
thats all.

hahhaha.soo long seyy the story.
hahahha.
bt overall was fun.

n to ayie my husband & inie my madu.
hhehheehhe.
had fun with both of you darlingss.
must hav more of the husband & wife outing kk?
hahhahah.
dats all.
and ayie & inie,, remember todays date: 111108
cozz,, this is the day when we hav our 1st 'date'
hehehhe.k la.
gtg
toodles!

yesterday & add me if you hav one :)

2008-10-24T16:47:00.000-07:00

hey readers! its freaking boring today. my love ones ; bffrynn , inie & ida went out. hmmmm. its oke.i stay at home. btw.. yesterday was the last day of school for this year. butt. i still hav to go to school for 10 days. its oke to me. its lessons to get ready for 'o' levels next year. im really wanna buck up man! i will for sure. im gonna b a good girl. haha. insyaallah i will. as for yesterday, 4 fire alarm went off. hahah it was fun. we were shouting here & thr.last day of school kater kn..hahahaha. overall it was fun though.i spent alot of time with mar,inie n su an wed n yesterday in school. it was like the old times. yesterday after school met sehati. the excos of sehtai had meeting.soo me , inie & suhaili waited at concourse. i slept while &i think inie &suhaili took pichas of me sleeping. when i woke up talk abt cheerleading thinggy then peerformance for orientation camp next year. we wer planning seyy. hahaha. then kak iqa called i hav to go home. left sehati excos. suhaili & inie sent me home. that was all yesterday in school.

btw. i started using friendster back. mar advice me to. please add me; syarifahnasyeera@hotmail.com & dunt forget to comment. hehehehe. gtg. cya.
&here i end.

at last!

2008-10-21T22:10:00.000-07:00

ohh my god ! its along time that didnt update ! sorry readers that didnt update. now i am starting a new capter. hmmm. i got my report book back !!! i pass and promoted to sec 4 express.n .. im gg on a holiday on nov. weee ! n ohhh. ohhh melia !! i miss you too nur hemelia. really had fun today !! hahahhh !! laugh here laugh there.. hmmm. you are not disturbing my life dear. i feel so happy that at least a person do miss me. i tot that you guys wunt giv a shit bout me anymore. but i feel soo happy that you miss me. hmmm. thanks melia. we will spend our time together oke? make up for the time that we hav nt been together oke? weee.
k la.wanna eat gotta go. cya!!!
& here i end.

...

2008-09-21T14:26:00.000-07:00

argghh! 1 more day for my cousins to come
to SINGAPORE.omggg!
i miss them alot kk..
hmm.my plan for today is,
go to ikea wth hafiz iqbal.
buy some stuff then
go ms haida house for buke..
hmmm.
i was freaking angry wth my smaller sister la.
she just had something from my mom
n she was sooo PROUD of it.
damn it..
menyampah sak..
some ppl are too proud of what they get
or they already hav.
dunt b coz that thing ure proud of,
will never last.
that's all i hav to say.
gtg.

&here i end.

to my closest friend

2008-09-20T13:57:00.000-07:00

to my dearest closest friend,
ida imelda.

hey dear,
no matter what ppl are
saying bout you or us,
we are still friends ya?
to me,you are my friend tt
understand what i feel,
that person tt is beside me
whenever i hav probs.
so do inie n rynn.
seriously, i hav no regrets having
you guys as my friend.
kk?
i love you guys.
n ida imelda,
u still hav me,
ur mondok.hahhah
yeah rite.
any probs share wth me k.
bt sorry if i am a bad listener.
k?
i love you guys,
IDAIMELDA,INIE n RYNN!!

&here i end

hey last long k.

2008-09-19T23:35:00.000-07:00

alright.

im nt suppose to say their names.
bt last long k korang.
to the girl ****.
jgn slalu gadoh k.
to the guy ****.
traesure dier tau!
kau sakitkn hati dier aku bunuh kau!
aku tk mayen2..
bt really.
treasure her k.
btw, aku syg korang k.
both of you are like my brother n sister.
LASTLONG!!

not like us anymore

2008-09-19T23:25:00.000-07:00

i was wondering..
ever since i had a conflict wth her
and things getting better now,
i just felt that im gg further away from her n the rest.
im nt hanging out wth them anymore.
now im closer wth :

my bff,rynn
my bestfriend since sec1,inie
my closest friend,ida imelda
n obviously umar :)

these are the ppl im gg wth afta schl.
if not we hang out at my house.
bulan puaser niee,
i prefer to go home early wth thm.
dunt noe y.
im sorry sehati bt i do hav my own click
of friends too.
im just confused .. now my friend n a member of
sehati like nt in good terms.
i hav to bagi2 my time.
i hope you guys understand.
i cn really feel that something is not right
after the conflict.
we r nt that close anymore.
im sorry if i always go to my friends nowadays
bt nt sehati.
its just that i feel confortable wth them.

&here i end

few more days.

2008-09-19T00:50:00.000-07:00

omg! i cnt believe it!
few more days for
my aunt,uncle n cousins coming bck to singapore.
from sweden.
omg! i like totally miss them laa!!
cnt wait to see my 2 lil cute cousins,
isabel atiqah n irma kamila.
ahhh! they are soo damn cute la..
below are some pictures of them.
& also my aunt n uncle.

these are their family.
omg!
how many more days??
3 more days!
omg!! its been a year since i meet them.
mayb, ida, rynn n inie are gg to follow me take them.
ahhh! here i come guys!
weee.

&here i end

im willing to loose them.

2008-09-16T18:00:00.000-07:00

many things had happen these few weeks.
i had a painful time soo does the others.
im sorry inie hayati as all these had to happen
when it was near your birthday.
hey guys, melia,suhaili,wardah,inie n hanna.
its not that i dunt think bout you guys.
its just that i just had to end everything.
i changed the meaning of sehati.
im not a good member.
its not just painful to you guys bt to me too.
i had to make tt decision.
i just cnt take it anymore.
try to b in my shoes n you all will know how i felt.
1 day before i made my decison i thought that i shuld just
w8 and see before i made the final decision.
bt then something happen that i cnt say.
i drastically change my mind of w8ting.
i straight away made the decision to b out..
its for everyones' good.
look if i stay in sehati, people will get involve too in
the conflict btween me and aini.
its better that im out.
i just have to say sorry coz sehati wunt b like the old
sehati anymore.
sorry.

read these sehati.this is how i felt;

I gotta say what’s on my mind
Something about us
Doesn’t seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It’s so hard to say
But I’ve gotta do what’s best for me
You’ll be okay
I’ve go to move on and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don’t wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
And it’s just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away
I’m leaving today ‘coz
I’ve gotta do what’s best for me
You’ll be okay
I’ve got to move on and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

to nurul aini,

its up to you to call me stranger or not.
its nt my prob btw.
i tend to forget u coz i just
cant see the site of you.
i cnt take my self to tegur or even talk to you.
its not that i hate you coz i regretted being a bad friend to sehati &
dunt even noe the meaning of sehati.
dun worry coz like you said, dunt get friendship prob to councillor.
dunt worry coz now,
i only look up on you as the vice prsident of councillor.
nt more.
hope you will live a happy life.
bye to you.

i dunt even know if sehati will b like the old sehati if i were to b bck in.
i dunt even know if all of you are willing to accept me bck.
i dunt even know what to do.
the rest of sehati. im sorry if i were to hurt you guys.
bt live a happy life aites!
*bye to 09018.
*bye to sehati.

those wth these*
i hope melia,inie,wardah n suhaili will understand

its a new beginning n special day for me.

2008-09-01T11:27:00.000-07:00

today. 0100908.

is a new beginning for me.

not only it is fasting month but also,

a special day for me.

i just own-ed my special some one today.

hey dear this is for you;

he is someone special

& no one can replace.

the special love he sends to me,

& the smile upon her face.

he's always there to talk to,

he's better than a friend.

every problem that i have,

he's always tries to mend.

even when i ose my way,

he's never quick to judge.

& doesnt matter what i do,

he never holds a grudge.

he's some one that i love,

some real n true.

& if you havent gueesed it,

dear this poem is for you.

wonderful day today!!

2008-08-31T20:36:00.000-07:00

i woke up today at 10 plus.
showered.eat.and then
switched on my laptop.
went online.watched the mummy at movie6.
then i was online wth hafiz iqbal.
n then suddenly ida msg pop up.
it says:

nasyeera i forgive u.

i was soo happy la.
i tink she read my previous post.
the she ajak me go her house study.
so i did.
she told me her probs n all la.
we were so crazy wth tassya too.
took pics using the laptop.video too.
hahahhaha. it was fun la.
everything is oke now.

the other thing which was made me soo
stunt when hafiz iqbal top up-ed
for me. he was soo sturbborn laa!
told him nt too. bt tnx ya dear!
then at 6 hafiz iqbal went to ida's house.
he didnt go in laa.
just wanted to pass me something.
after meeting him he went home.
i oopened the plastiic bag.
i was soo shocked.
he bought me a green long sleeved
cotton-on shirt. awwwww!
he is sooo freaking sweet.
i didnt expect in laa..
hhahahaha. never in my life did a guy
bought me something.
dear hafiz iqbal,im soo touched!
thank you alot k..:)

&here i end.

had fun wth rynn.

2008-08-30T23:40:00.000-07:00

helohelohelo!
hahahhaha. mcm org giler.
went home to shereen house.
at 4am from eddy's pit.
really had fun sia!!! hahahha.
only rynn know what happen.
hehehhehehhe.
slept n woke up at 10 plus am.
den sleep again. wake up at 1.
then sleep again. wake up at4 .
hahahaha. then , bathe .
went to shereen's nenek house .
ader kenduri tahlil .
the food were delicious.
her aunties n uncles n cousins were friendly!
hahahhhahha.
did tman her cousins play at the playground.
ate icecream.
tnx cik ita for sending me home taking cab.
ahahhah. love ya all alot.

to shereen ;
im gg to stay over at your house this
friday k. wth aca. kiter hav fun.
weee. hahhahaha.
buker bersama n sahur bersama.
hahahha. ley kn??
hahhaahaha.

really had fun at pit n rynn nenek house.

&here i end.

im sorry

2008-08-30T22:15:00.000-07:00

hey friends.

i am sorry for what i wrote that day.

i now realise that i was wrong.

you guys are nt in the wrong.

i did that without thinking. mayb u are right.

i am just like a lalang who go wth the flow.

i know that i hurt u guys in a way.

i want to apologise of what had happen.

im sorry..

that's all i can say now.

its really up to u all if u would accept my

apology. there's nothing more i can do.

lastly i wish everything would b like normal again.

btw puasa is coming.

i just wish everything would b normal again.

would b back like normal

a lot of things are missed.

2008-08-26T21:51:00.000-07:00

hello ! 1st thing 1st.
[only ainot get it]
i did nt go to school today. woke up at 12 in the afternoon,
when hemelia woke me up. haha.
i just gt to know that inie was nt in school too.
soo i called her and asked her to come to my aunt house.
she came at 1 plus. we cooked ramli burger. hahhaha.
den she continued playing comp.
n you know what ?? i slept.hahahha. it was 2 hours.
really. i remebered i slept at 1.26 and woke up at 3.45.
haaha. inie was like an idiot laa!
org suroh kejot at 1.30,dier mayen comp jekk.hahhaa.
bt its oke. wen i woke up,
cuci muke and then i and inie cooked nuggets n fries.
hahhaa. hungry uhh. then, waited for ida.
she came . she ate maggi curry cup.
den we went home. sent ida n sent aini. went home.

2nd thing,
when ida was eating, inie showed me a msg..
it was from my old dearest bestfriend.
that msg was soo touching.
ohh dear friend! i miss you!
i miss our old tymes !
aku syg kao ! humphh ..
i just finished talking wth her on msn.
i just felt like crying wen i talk to her just now.
her words were soo sweet.
i miss you MARDHIAH!
u are always the friend that would always b in my little heart.
i love you like i used to do.(:

3rd thing.
this is a poem i wuld want to giv to the person i love.
to you who thinks its you,
im nt avoiding you. its just that we shuld nt act as if we
r together bt then we r nt. bt still i love u dearest.
this is for you ;

Giving you the world is exactly
what i want to do.
I would love to pick a star
and name it after you.

You're so special to me
in every single way.
my only wish is to be with you
each and everyday.

Loving you and thinking about you
is all I ever do.
I promise you my love will
always be true.

Becoming that some one to you would be
a dream come true.
my one desire is to spend
the rest of my time with you.

&here i end.
i love you mar , inie n * ____.

perfect friend.

2008-08-25T21:26:00.000-07:00

nurul aini.
hmmm. i cant say a damn word now.
i am really touched of what u have written in your blog.
written bellow

Syarifah Nasyeera,
im sorry for being mean,
some people say it is just from being a teen.
sorry for calling you this and that,
i never thought it would be bad.
sorry for not giving you the best shoulders when you are stress,
i really do think that you are the best.
i really do mean when i say i change for you,
eventhough i have said that a lot too.
i feel really dumb for being mean to you,
didnt hope for all this to happen too.
i just want to say im sorry from the bottom of my heart
as. . .
you are my perfect friend who holds me tight.
you are my perfect friend who loves me for me.
you are my perfect friend who knows when im sad.
you are my perfect friend who makes me smile.
you are my perfect friend who will catch me when i fall.
you are my perfect friend who is in my heart to stay.
Eera, you are my perfect friend and i dont regret saying it.
im sorry. . .

aini,i forgive you.i cnt bear to c us like this.
actually aini, its just that
i am scared tt u are like my old friends who look down on
me in every relantionship i have gone through.
i need support from you guys.
especially you aini.
that's y it was very hard for me to tell you.
i need ur support.
u know that i have a low self esteem.
i need ur guidance as my friend.
truthfully from the bottom of my heart,
you are my friend who takes care of my little heart.
u tried everything that u cn do to cheer me up,
to gain my confidence and to wake me up to study really hard.
thanks to you i know hoew important studies are, family are
and what are friends for too.
dearest friend,
we have gone through ups and downs together.
i hope dunt just because of little things,
we will break our relantionship.
nurul aini,
amongst sehati, you are like my elder sister.
i really look you up as my sweet n caring elder sister.
truth fully from my heart,
i love you nurul aini.
as a true friend who takes care of my little heart.
sorry for all my mistakes.
i syarifah nasyeera will definately change!:)

hmmm. i dunt know but i have fallen for that someone.
and that someone, plaese dunt b too sensitive.
hope to get to know you better.
and, dunt ever abandon your friends for me.
currently we are close friends.
okee??
bye sweetheart n everyone.
& here i end.

month of august. 140808

2008-08-14T09:32:00.000-07:00

hello,hello,hello!
hehheheh.
hmm. its along time since i update.
hahhahha.
im having fun now.
hummmm.ehehe.
this month(aug) is the month of love to me.
there are alot of ppl falling in love at
this month. hmmm.
im happy today!!
especially 2 mins ago.
heehhehehehe!
:::)))) i think im crazy!!
hehhehe.
btw,,, hhmmmmmmm.
how i wish u know my feelings for u.
do u think he knows?
haiz.
lets see few more days kk?
btw i LOVE my husband.
hahhaahhehehhe.
suhaili! hahhahahha.
bye.
takecare..

o8o8o8

2008-08-08T20:17:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey!
hahhaha. mcm fat albert ehkk.
hmm.today is the eve of national day.
n today is a very sweet date.
hmmm.im jealous of those couples who
are together starting from today.
today wen to the soccer then saw a
few couples.im soo freaking jealous.
coz they r soo sweet.
hahahahah.
to my instinct they are many ppl who
become couple today.hahhaa.
to my dearest friends out there who became couples today,

LAST LONG!!!
TAKE CARE OF EACH OTHER.

tu jek aku nk ckp...
hehehehhehehe.
bye takecare!

happy 6 months sehati!!

2008-07-09T18:15:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey.its a long time since i updated.

hahahah.

today is 9th of july 08'

its sehati 6th months!!

this is a pic of us bt nt completed..

hey sehati,

happy 6 months !!

i realise tt we are gg closer yeah?

keep it up.

i love u guys.

u re my family!

i love u all sehati

aini,aini,hemelia, suhaili,wardah,hanna,shefa n raiyan.

love you guys alot k.

tnx alot for being thr for me

after school,wen im sad or im having probs.

u all r every thing to me..

u all r the medicine in my life.

wheee!love u all.

in school..

2008-06-30T15:18:00.000-07:00

heyhey!
im in school now.
in the comp lab wth suhaili.
cnt upload pichas now..
hahahha.
the rest is in the canteen.
im just waiting to start my cca.
wheeeheee.
when i reach home i continue kk?
&here i end:)

today.

2008-06-29T18:53:00.000-07:00

did nothing.

i just came bck from work.

tired leyy.

just thinking of himm

hahhaha,'called ida ask abt malay hmwrk.

hahahha.

bt in the end i told ida dat my i really hav

fallen with the personn i told her.

hahahha.

now i blogging.

nk tukar uhk nie skinn.

tk guner jekk.

k la.

bb.

bsok skola.

mendak!!!!

tatars!

28 june.

2008-06-28T23:44:00.000-07:00

went breakfast with mum.

afternoon i went to work.

dad took me from work after work.

we went to alsalam.

the whole day i didnt msged him:-----.

bt after work the 1st thing i did was..

msged him.

asking if hes asleep.

he replyed tt no he is not sleepine.

his waiting for my msg.

hahahhaha.

i tink dat he is kidding.

he is kidding..

hahahha.

after dat,,,,

ader laa..

tk ble blang..

hahahhahahha!nytes!

nothing much.

2008-06-27T12:40:00.000-07:00

went to schl.

finish schl go library read book.

late for netball.

report sick because of my swollen hand.

then,finish netball went home.

at home,i msged my old friend.

he's sweet.hahhaha.

get to know how he is doing nowadays.

hhahahaha.

when i wanted to sleep i told him continue tmrw.

dats all.

tatrs.

what a funy day.

2008-06-26T19:27:00.000-07:00

went to schl like normal..

ainiR didnt go to schl.

hemelia had to send ainiR's books.

i teman melia.

bt melia had to go for her retest first.

while waiting for melia,i stayed at comp lab.

after dat we head to ainiR's house.

at marine parade.

we took 15.

i was soo sleepy tt i slept wth my head moving up n down.

hahhhaa.

melia didnt sleep.

it was funny though.

hahhaha. went down at 7 eleven busstp at pp.

went to atm machine n check out my balance.

hahhaha.i tot it was enough.

omg.

kiter dah plann tau amek aper amek aper to genap kn 5 dollars

qt 7 eleven.coz i use atm.

skali decline.

try again the same thing happen.

i told the sales girls tt i wanted to check out my balance 1st .

she siad oke.

i was soo paiseyy.

hahhahha.melia too.

we ran away.

k belik ape2.hahahhahaha.met ainiR.

i n melia kept laughing all the way.

hahhahahha. u shuld ask melia how embarrased we were.

hahahahha.

dah itu.

kiter da pass aini buku dier.

den tunggu jap.

melia finished aini's ribina.

hahhahah.

den wen we was gg home,

aini tibe2 nk kasik $2.

hahahhaa.

kiter reject.i tried running away.

after all the talking,we didn accept aini's oney n went home.

in the bus , i read my novel!!

hehehhehe.

den hemelia slept.

nyenyak seyyyh!

hahhahhahha!

i didnt wake her up.

bt wat happen was when we were at temasek poly,

melia terjage.

her eyes was red.

i was luaghing.

den abou 5 mins her eyes was okehh.

hahahhha!

den melia send me arnd my house busstp.

i waited for melia bus to reach den went home.

the end..

hehhehe

today:))youth carnival.

2008-06-25T22:07:00.000-07:00

woke up at 6.

mandi,salin. den bik siti

did for me n ida's hair scorpion.

met hemelia.

den noah n the gang.

walk al the way to the starting line for

cross country.

met ainiH n suhaili.

den ainiR with wardah n raiyan.

then iffah.we took pichas.

i, ainiH, wardah n melia walk all the way to the ending.

raiyan n suhaili went 1st.

ainiR to.she made us proud by

winning 3rd.

after cross country,we went to school.

ida went wth umar 1st. i and sehati took 66.

it was damn crowded laa.hahahha.

reach school n what we saw was.....

look below..

woohhoo!

dats for our water soccer.hahhhaa

we even took pichas b4 the game..

after thick n thin of what we've gone thru,

at last 3b girls (juridictators) won!!

1st!!

thats the thing bout us.

we r nt smart bt we've gt talent!

yeah!!

the medal we've gt!

below...

after every thing..

all head home.

end here.:))

the day of cheer competition.

2008-06-24T23:04:00.000-07:00

omg!!!

today was soo tiring n fun!

it was soo scary.

i was scared tt we wuld loose.

bt afterall we did it.

we gt FIRST!!FIREBLAZE WON!!

wohooo!im soo happy!

we are the champions..

hahahhaha.

there are some pics tt we took.

look below.

these are the captions of each group!!

i was soo happy tt my bestest friend from sehati came.

wohoo!

they rck.they even support us.

bt the most important thing is tt i was soo

disappointed by the person tt promised he wuld watch.

forget bout him n continue wth my life.

after cheer competition,

i went to sehati: ainiH,ainiR,raiyan,hemelia,wardah n suhaili.

we took pichas.

look below.

after cheer i went to ida's house.

sleeep over ida's house coz bedok res road is nearer to

ida's house.

lets see wat happens tomolo for water soccer kk?

end here:)

1st day of school!

2008-06-23T21:26:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey!

hhahahhhaha!

its the 1st day of schl.

had funnnnn!

thr r some pics tt show we were playing in class during physics

coz the teacher was not in schl..

hahhahahha!

the second thing,

had last cheer practice..

n tomoro is the real day!!!

ahahha! on wed, i will b having water soccer!

wohooo!

below will b some pics..

2nd last cheer practice.

2008-06-21T22:10:00.000-07:00

whooohoooo! few more days man!!

cheer competition.

had fun today!

practice n practice!

bt the thing is i fell.

n now my hand is swollen.ahhhh!

painful!!!

had to go work in the afternoon with my hand

painfull.

bt in excited!!! few more days!!!

whoohooo!

the day of kak iqa bdae.

2008-06-20T23:31:00.000-07:00

kak iqa went to work early in the morning.

i go teman haisah go take her injection at pasir ris.

we went to the clinic. had to w8 long so we decided

to go eat 1st at mcdonalds. at mac,we ate mcspicy meal.

talk a while then we went up.n.... u all know what?

hahahhha! haisah missed her name on the name list by one.

had to w8 a while. den its our turn.

haisah took the injections. then we went bck to tampines mall.

took haisah pictures.passport size.

after tt.we went up n send haisah documents.

after tt,went popular.bought a book.

haisah kept complaining her hand pain.

after shopping in tm. we went my house.

stay a while,den i hav to go bibik home to go eat.

celebrate kak iqa bdae.

i n haisah waited at the bus stp for 59.

took some pics. boarded 59.

took pichas again. reach bedok res. send haisah

to another bsstp. went to baba lorry.

took rynn at the bus stp.

went to swensens. celebrate kak iqa bdae.

eat delicious food.thrs some pichas of it.

went rynn haouse. sleep over her house n next day the second last

day of cheerleading practise.

what a fun day i had today!

2008-06-19T23:30:00.000-07:00

planned to go out to sehati outing.
to ecp.
went to work today.
finish late coz joanne asked extended me till 3.
actually supposed to finish at 2.30.
after work straight away called aini.
said tt im gonna b late.
ask them to go 1st.
went bedok home after work.
chnaged.called baba to pick me up to go ecp.
reached.met them at mac.
only hanna, hemelia, ainiramdam , aini hayati, shaikh n me came.
the rest was sick i think.
i had fun!!
we played the soccer ball,swim n then we made sand castle.
hehehhee.
we had fun!!
here are some pictures.

looks like fun rite??
it is fun!!
damn it..
hope thr will b antr outing.
tnx ya all for spending time on today!
love ya all! good nite!nk tdo!

here i end!

few more hours to gooo! 19 june.

2008-06-19T22:13:00.000-07:00

heyhey!!
few more hours tooo....

SYARIFAHNURDIQA'S BDAE!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST

KAK IQA!!

dear kak iqa,

It’s your birthday...
and I’m thinking how glad I am that you are my lovely sister.
You have given me so much--supported me,
encouraged me,cared for me.
I didn't even need to ask.
I celebrate your wonderful self !
I am in awe of your boundless generosity,
your infinite kindness--that gentle inner glow that
you so freely use to warm my life.
Your birthday is as much a celebration for mean it is for you,
maybe more,and I wish for you the best of birthdays,
the best one ever.
May each birthday be better than the last.
Most of all, I hope you will always be as happy as you have made me.

once again kak iqa..

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!

2008-06-19T21:23:00.000-07:00

hmm. i just cut my hair this length..
hahahhahah.
bt i try to make it nicer..
hahahaha.
hmm.ugly rite??
this just do nyer..
maseh kat kedai.
hahahaha!

from here i end!

2008-06-15T02:15:00.000-07:00

oouuhh gosh!!
im missing the times in NACLI tt we
were together!!!
AAAHHHH!
i miss u all.the beds.
n the time we sat in the circle under the satelites(haha)
hmm.
guys!i miss ya all.!
love ya all soo much!
muackkkss!

15 JUNE.

2008-06-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

its my momma bdae n fathers day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST IBU!!!
N
HAPPY FATHERS DAY BABA!

i also want to thank both my parents for everything they've done for me.
both of u are very special in my life
in fact the of the people i love,
i love both of u most in this whole entire world!
may allah always shower you with his blessings of good health,
good life, and happiness. I love you ibu n baba:)

and i sure me n my siblings love both u too!
love u ibu n baba!

form here i end.
with love::))

14 june.

2008-06-14T23:48:00.000-07:00

went to work.saw haisah inerview.

n happy anni aini hayati!!
b happy olways with _ _ _ oke:)
hehehehe.
n after work baba,kak iqa n aca take.
get ready cake for ibu bdae.
talk about what present to give::))
im soo worried what happen to him yestersday.
he went ojs with his friends.
i msged ask him nt sleeping.
he said cnt.i aasked isit bcoz i am disturbing.
he said nt u,something else n he said bye msg tomorrow..
hmmm.o tink something happen bt dunt know uh ehkk.
lets c what he will tell me.
:)

from here i end:)

10 to 13 june.

2008-06-11T21:53:00.000-07:00

did nothing much..
oni work n work.hahahha.
bt fun..ohh gosh!
i hate joseph!he kept putting me at lobby!
fcuk sia!!!hmm!
oke..
good news is,,i gt my mac book last 3 days..
n 1st i tot thr was no wireless due to the singtell
person gave us the wrong diskk.
btat last,my hero;MIN.hahaha.help me out.
n thr i go a wireless connection internet wth a macbook.
wohoo!
hahahha!had funn.oke..
had cheerleading on 13.
teman haisah go take application form.
wohoooo.
best sayy on the day..
i knew it FIREBLAZE CHEERLEADING,is going to WIN!
yeah!!n,hmm.
day after day.i miss him.
n in my heart i always tell myself.
i love him,he doent in return.
i will feel good afterall.
we hav been msing each othr these few days.
his bz wth his own life n me too.
bt i was glad tt he remembered to msg me when he
just topuped.
hahhaha.
hmmm.if u r reading this,,
becarefull n dunt go toplaces which is scary..
takecare of urself.oke??
hmmm..heeee:)i go my pwn way he too go his own way..
dats rite!

and from here i end:)

9 june.

2008-06-09T22:59:00.000-07:00

went to work early in the morning.
after work went out.
our plann to go sentosa failed AGAIN..
haiyoo..
went to watch kungfu panda..
very funny..had funn..
hhahhahahha. aniway,,
happy bdae ida!!
n

happy 5mthns sehati!!

few more mins!!

2008-06-08T23:39:00.000-07:00

few more mins to????????????!!!!!

IDA IMELDA BINTE RAMLEE

birthday!

wohooo!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDA!

i love you!

have funnoke!!

i love him!!!!

ouh god!

im sick ida!!

hahahhahahahahha

once again

HAPPY BDAE IDA!!

LOVE YOU N HIM!!!

us

2008-06-08T23:30:00.000-07:00

hey guys!
i miss us okeh!
here is one of our pics!!
hahhahahahah!
i liked thiss most:)
wheee!

camping days!

2008-06-08T23:28:00.000-07:00

heyhey!omg!!
its along time since i blog again..
i finished the camp!its soo freaking fun!
made new friends!
hahahhah!damn it i miss camp..
thrs alot of things gg on in the camp n this few days..
its as if the feeling of love came bck..
hmmm.damn it!
hahahahhaa!
oke lets talk bout my camp..
its in nacli..i dunt think anyone wuld figure out whr it is..
hahahahh!my dad send us(aini(s),hemelia,shaikh,raiyan,wardah n suhaili)
sharifah was late.we tried calling her.
bt to no avail..
we reach nacli.say goodbye to my dad.
n he said tt he would b picking after my camp.
when we reach thr about 5 mins den sharifah called.
she just woke up.hahaha!
her mum send her to nacli.

1st day!

1st day was quite fun.
we had to know our group members.
i had the same group as suhaili.
our group name was phantom.
we had alot of funn!!when it was half of the 1st day,sharifah went home.
i n irdina switch room.
so my roommate was hemelia , wardah n two othr chi girl.
activities for 1st day endded.
went to our bedroom.
our beds was already join.
i was scared.hhahahahhah!!
thr was this one time aini hayati knocked on the door hard..
we were scared,i was hugging hemelia titely.
hahahhaa!!
oke lets talk about 2nd day.

2nd day!

met up at the hall.
had activities.
i n suhaili was so close.
n damn it ppl say we were couples..
no lah..
we are bestfriends!!
hahahhaa!
had alot of fun.
at nite,
sehati had gathering.included raiyan n suhaili.
n othr 3 friens,iryanis muininudin n izul.
we sang song,lie down on the floor loking at "stars".
play baloon.
hahahahah.we went bck to our rooms.
every one went bck.
suddently our room door was being knocked.
it was shaikh.hahhaha
he went in our room.
the two chinese girls was asleep.
afew mins after shaikh came in suhaili came in.
it was ard 10.45pm..
we bought two packets of milo.
we boil it.
one funny part was when the milo was boiling
and it was over poured.
hahahah!shaikh n i was soo shocked..
hahahhha!
the milo smell a bit burnt.
bt it was also a bit okeh.
had biscuits.
the milo was saparated to 5 cups.
we had our supper.
talk on the bed.den shaikh n suhaili wet to their bed at 12.
hahahah!
after tt sumone msg me.
asking if im asleep or nt!
ahhhhh!i tink ive fallen for him..
hahahahah!
thru out the camp!
hahahha!shhhh!

3rd day

had nature trail.
our group was cooperative.
hahaha.n wth! another person from aini group ask if
suhaili n me was couple????
hahhahah!
no!we are friends!!
hahahhaahha!
den we went home!!
done!
hehehehhehehehheheh!